2014 Happy New Year

Another new year is upon us Kross.  So much has changed, while so much has stayed the same.  I told myself last year that I was going to try my best to do better, better, focus on the journey and not the destination.  I have tried to do this often over the last year I have been successful sometimes, yet not so successful other times.  I know that I still miss you just as much as the day I found out that you had left me, but I can say that I can now talk about you without crying.  I can share my story with others and discuss the lessons that I took away from it without wanting to curl up and disappear.  So, I am claiming my victory.  I’m growing.  Mommy is learning, growing, moving forward, and praying that tomorrow will continue to bring movement forward.  I now know that I can look back without having to live there and that I can step forward without having to forget the steps it took to get where I’m at.  I love you to the moon and back.  It is well love.  It is well.

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