Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Hello my baby boy.  I was unable to post on Christmas due to server issues, but I am now able to make my post.  I know that it must have been beautiful where you are over the last several weeks.  Things have been hectic here as usual.  The holiday was lit with Christmas lights and all of the ornaments full of memories.  Your brothers had a great holiday.  Your name was of course mentioned and moments were taken as thoughts of you and what could of been entered the room.  I continue to grow…I continue to experience…I continue…I love you so much and still miss you just as much as the day you left.  I know that it should have lessened and maybe I just want let it lessen…mentally or emotionally…but I just don’t know how to do either.  It was such a hard year on my heart.  I thought so much of you and felt over saddened this year…I know that one day that sadness will all be a memory and we will all be reunited, but until then I will be…I will be settled with who and where I am…I will be a mom to your brothers, a wife to your dad, and all the other things that I am called to be…Happy New Year Baby…I pray that 2016 will be a little easier…for me and even brighter for you…

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